by
uknittygritty
@ 20.02.2008 - 16:10:01
100 things about me.
Rampage suggested to do this and i also think it could be fun, although i find this a bit egocentric. 
1. I am listening to the new Nada Surf album ("Lucky") while doing this.
2. I pretty much fell in love with this album and i highly recommend to buy it or at least listen to it (on myspace) ONCE a day!
3. I strongly believe my life would be less worth living if there wasn't music.
4. Going to shows with my best friend Bianca, singing, dancing and drinking along makes me very happy and sad at the same time because it's that good.
5. I immediately start crying if i think of someone who is (was) really important to me
6. I have an aversion to blondes (with the exeption of Bianca)
7. I give girls a harder time to come up to my expectations
8. I have a dog called Ignaz
9. I moved from Bremen to Berlin on the 17th of January 2007
10. That was the best decision in my life so far
11. Berlin gives me the feeling that anything can happen, that you are welcome to discover its beauty and uglyness anytime you want and simply makes me feel more alive.
12. Last year i lost 25kg within 6 months
13. I have 20 tattoos, most of them are on my right arm
14. I shave my arms because of that
15. I love to dance
16. I cant't believe i never danced until i moved to Berlin / until i was 27!
17. I can call incredible good people my friends and i'm aware of how lucky i am because of that
18. I enjoy hanging with the boys a lot when i am the only girl
19. I don't have any hobbies and that is absolutly fine with me
20. I believe that people who have "identity issues" shouldn't get kids
21. I think my parents and my grandma did a fucking great job raising me
22. I miss my gradma everyday, she was my most beloved person (and of course i start crying while writing this, tss tss tss)
23. I have a slight crush on a guy called Philipp Styra since i was 17
24. I have trouble looking a guy in the eyes if i really really like him
25. I spent 6 months in California as an au-pair when i was 18
26. I am often too naive
27. I am hoplessly optimistic
28. I am selfcentered
29. All in all i am kind of a simple person with a very big heart
30. I am finding it hard to say "no" and i hate that!
31. I am in love with Berlin, i think a should point that out one more time. A great german band Kante wrote 2 excellent songs about Berlin called "Wer hierher kommt will vor die Tür" & "Die große neue alte Stadt", you should listen to them.
32. Is my favorite number
33. My Ex broke up me with after almost 9 years. That was on the 22nd of December 2006.
34. He ruined christmas for me and my family by doing that
35. The relationship with my ex, was unhealthy, destructive, made me often feel very unhappy, made me feel incomplete, many times it made me a worse person, it supported my negative qualities a lot and just shouldn't have lasted that many years.
36. The end of this realtionship was VERY relieving. It took me over 3 months to get that.
37. I am big fan of LOST
38. I think Matthew Fox a.k.a. Jack Shepard is the most attractive man alive. Man, he's hot.
39. I can't wait to watch episode 4 (4th season) of LOST this week(end).
40. I love working for mokono. I'm glad i do.
41. I can't wait for spring- and summertime to come.
42. I suck in caring for my teeth, i often brush them only in the morning and that's so dumb, because i think good and nice teeth are really important.
43. I don't drink enough (anitalcohilic drinks) and that annoys me as well.
44. I don't eat meat but i do eat fish sometimes.
45. I have a strong emotional connection to Sven & Bianca and i can't really explain why.
46. I am going to sell my car next month and that means that it's the frist time i don't have a car in over 10 years.
47. I believe that you can only trust yourself and can only rely on yourself (which is kinda sad BUT true).
48. I love to get flowers.
49. I would like to have 3 or 4 kids.
50. I find it pretty disappointing and discourageing that there are very less men who could handle that at all.
51. I would like to learn swedish and live in sweden for some years when i'm older.
52. I ilke boys who like football (play football themselves) and find computer games rather boring.
53. I like it when friends call my by my nicknames (or give me new nicknames).
54. I know that smoking is super unhelathy and will cause major damage to my health and i don't care at all (yet).
55. I want that my future partner to be proud of me because of who i am.
56. I don't want to marry. It has no importance and meaning for me and i think it causes more negative aspects than positive in a relationship.
57. I would not move in with my future partner unless we would get kids.
58. I like to get drunk, get wasted and dance.
59. I dig kissing boys!
60. I love to make people laugh.
61. But I tend to talk too much about myself and about my feelings.
62. I met many very cool people here in Berlin so far. I didn't expect that to happen before i moved here. It's just awesome that the people i met are REALLY nice and cool. Lucky me. 
63. I believe in karma.
64. I hate it when my mom interrupts my dad, sister or me when talking just like that and she does that all the time! But i'm afraid to tell her, because i think it would hurt her feelings...
65. I like it, when a boy is taller than me.
66. I don't like reading too much.
68. In the last year i learned a lot about myself, about issues i had and about the way i feel and act.
69. It's distressing that my dog has the same big ego as
